Tuesday, 5 November 2013

What Are We Actually Fighting For?

Hmm, how am I gonna start this topic?

Life, life will never ever ever! Be as easy as you want it to be. Easiest part come after the hardest part, which is at the age of 60s and above, when we all are doing nothing but enjoy the last chapter of your life. So, we all shall not expect an easy life at the age of 20s until the 50s. FIGHT! FIGHT FOR WHAT YOU REALLY WANT! But ofcoz don't fight physically like those boxers -.- 

If you want a better life, FIGHT FOR IT! Don't sit there and keep moaning on the Social Network, you may not realize that you are actually spreading negativity into the your social circle. (I used to do this back then, so doing it sometimes.) You have to know that, when negativity takes over your mind, it simply meant by you are in the dark zone. So don't let the darkness eats you, if you are really in the dark zone, keep walking until you see the lights, you can do it. All of us can do it. Most importantly, surround yourself with positive minded people, it really helps a lot. Trust me, I've been there.

Months ago, I drowned myself in darkness, where everything seems to be really really BAD! Like darn BAD! Bad things happened because GOOD things are coming to you (Not really). Rain won't last forever so do PAIN. I'm glad to have a bunch of new friends, and I found out that I actually talked more compared to last time. I changed. Yes I've changed.

Okay, so what am I fighting for? Let me tell you, it may sound stupid or worthless. I'm fighting for promises that no one gives an S on it. So when I grow older, If my children ask me, will you ever regret for what you did when you are young? I will say no, because that's how we should live our life. Even that person are not with you anymore, but promises are still promises, if you choose to forget about the promises, it means that you have made a promise that you are not meant to fulfill it. If you choose to fulfill all those promises, people may judge you, but don't let their voice affects you, they judge you because they can't do what you can do! Fulfill the promises you have made! Don't leave yourself with regrets. 

We all are FIGHTERS, they say humans are mentally and physically weak, we have to prove them wrong by telling them we are strong enough to stand up after being knocked down by PAIN and knock them back harder!  

Start to ask yourself, what are you actually fighting for?

Lastly, don't fight for surviving, fight for thrive :)

If this post makes no sense at all, please tell me... Cause sometimes I don't even know what am I actually typing, I just type out anything that past through my mind, so it may seem very... Mandarin said 跳tone..

Saturday, 28 September 2013

Ma Famille

A simple post that related to my family... The real family with harmony and lots of love that never shown, but all of us knew it. I can't accept it while I was 18... But now, I know what is right and what is wrong, I appreciated them, they knew I'd changed, they are happy with my changes, they have never been that supportive before. Thank you all for everything. I will work hard to give you all a better life, 4 of us will. 

My mom finally, found her happiness. True happiness. #Blessed
There are still many people thought that I'm the eldest, just becuz I'm the tallest in this family -.- BTW my youngest brother growing taller year by year. He has reached the 160cm mark, and he is just 13 y's/O.

j'aime ma famille.


Monday, 2 September 2013

Birthday. 21st

So basically here's what i do on my birthday.

Woke up on 1pm > Bath > Eat Brunch > Get a hair cut(BALD) > Lying on sofa for 3 hours > Go for sunset > Buy Satay > Eat steamboat > Drink a lil bit of beer > Blow some candles > Eat some cake > Stay up late > Sleep 

My 21st birthday, no friends no girlfriend.. Only family and 1 lovely sofa. Thanks for all the wishes. Thanks for not forgetting me. Thanks for not wishing me( u know who u r). Thanks mom for trying to cheer me up and the steamboat too. Thanks my for the cake. Thank God for bringing me to this world. 
View from my house

View from Kuala Perlis
Surprise surprise :)

I wish all the people around me, stay happy and healthy. Including you... Every birthday boy n girl allow to have 3 wishes. 2 more wishes, i'm not using it. One is more than enough.

Can i forgive myself already? 

Tuesday, 27 August 2013


Hey, finally finished my exam... I know i did not pay full effort on this semester exam, due to..... Many many thing, but i know i still able to get a good result... haha... (Lansi-ness strikes :P) As usual, sleep right away after every exam... moving out from this hostel soon, soooo lazy to move things.. -.- From G block to H block, now go back to G block... New life? Well, i already started my new life 1 month ago i guess... 

So i watched "Unbeatable" yesterday(Monday), such a great movie to watch... The story, the moral of that story, actors, actresses.. All good... One movie that able to kick start my workout mood and actually makes me wanna whack some ass off... 
I know this may look a lil bit unrealistic, but who knows as i already in good progress.
I don't realize until friends told me that i looked a lil bit different already... Now i just have to keep doing what i do... Keep this promise... I know it's too late... I do it for my life, leave no regrets.. :)

Dream - Determination - Passion - Never Give Up - Never Stop Dreaming - Do What You Wanna Do - Be Who You Wanna Be - Motivation

You will never know your potential until you push yourself to the limit... You will never know how strong you are until you finally beat yourself down... 

You need a strong and great heart to forgive someone, but to forgive yourself, you need a stronger and greater heart. Which is what i exactly need now.

Wednesday, 21 August 2013

Read Only Memory (ROM) 2.0

Hello there, i'm here again.. Continue to post about that road trip.. :) 

Still in Kelantan :D 

- Second Day -

Nasi Dagang! One of the famous Malay food in Kelantan 

Fish Curry Curry!!! BTW that chili so special :D

Chicken Curry Curry!!! Damn Oilyyyy..

IDK which noob took this photo! :X Erm i think this rice not so good, maybe i haven't been to that really really famous one.. 3.5/5


- Temple Visit -

Most amazing thing in Kelantan, a pure Islamic state, built 3 beautiful Buddhist temples. You can't see that in Kedah, Terengganu or Pahang, no religion barriers at all. Of course there are still many Buddhist temple in Kelantan. 

Wat Machimmaram(The Sitting Buddha) Largest in SEA

No hot chicks, sad case LOL

Wat Photivihan (The Sleeping Buddha) Larger than the Penang one. 

Coconuts!!!! @ Wat Photivihan

Sorry to say this, but my garden's coconut taste better than this :D Contains Alcohol.. Wanna try? Follow me back to my hometown then LOLOL 

What a waste, we didn't went to Wat Pikulthong(The Standing Buddha) due to lack of time, rushing to another destination. Kuala Terengganu, this is a sudden plan.. Zzz... I thought i will be heading back to Penang.. lol.. Kuala Terengganu then! No souvenirs for anyone, just bought some batik for my great mom and grandma. Such a good boy :D Forget bout uncle tho-.-

Last but not least............ 
Hello OooO! (大鼻孔) HAHAHAHA

One like means nothing at all for you, it means a lot for me.. :) Thanks for the like.. 
Imissed you everyday, but you just made me miss you more. I'm sorry that i missed you so much. DAMN SO GIRLISH! -.- 

Wednesday, 14 August 2013

Read Only Memory (ROM) 1.0

LIKE FINALLY! I BLOGGED! *HAAAACHIU!* Sorry my blog full of dust, i'm here to clean the dust :)

Okay, Why ROM? It's very simple (IT stuff), our computers, lappies or even smartphones stores data in 2 medium, which is ROM and RAM. RAM stand for Random Access Memory, okay what is the differences between these 2? ROM stores data permanently, without ROM, you will have to reset your time,setting every time you turn on your gadgets, while RAM's data can be edit or delete at any time.. (Hope i didn't get it wrong tho) Okay enough of bullshit -.- I know you all don't understand haha.. I use ROM as title because i can store something in this blog permanently.

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What to blog about? Oh yea, my crazy and a little bit boring road trip.. How good if i decide to go for the Barcelona match.. -.- Never make a correct decision Zzzz... 

1st Stop - Kelantan a.k.a Klante

The accent of Kelantan people so special, Kelantan Chinese speak well in that accent too. I've learned 2 words in Kelantan accent.. Kinda special and i like it LOL! I do have that kampung accent when speaking malay tho.. Penang friends think it's kinda weird, but Perlis friends take it as very normal way to speak Malay.. #OnceAKampungBoyAlwaysAKampungBoy 

i) Ikan(Fish) - Ikeh
ii)Ayam(Chicken) - Ayeh

Representing Kelantan - 
Moon Representing TRUE MALAYSIAN Heart :)

1st night in Kota Bahru, Kelantan. Rain-.- Got no slipper to wear, have to wear my precious Vans, Luckily it is save from water Zzzz...

Trip without awesome foods = Bad trip. So here comes the foods! THAI FOODS!  

Yan Restaurant, Served Thai and Chinese Cuisine located at WAKAF BHARU,TUMPAT

Our first option is Cheng Mai restaurant, but we don't know they got special event to host. So Yan Restaurant is our second option lol.. There are several thai/chinese cuisine restaurant nearby tho, all of them are hard to find cuz they are located inside Village, deep inside. WE FOUND IT! Install WAZE in your smartphone, awesome GPS application.

Here comes the FOODS!(We wait for 1 hours to eat, packed restaurant)

1st dish - Padped Pork Belly(A little bit salty, 4/5)

2nd dish - Bla bla Squid( Forget its name, Taste SUPER GOOD! Sour and awfully awesome, 5/5)

3rd dish - Deep Fried Butter Prawn(Not sure if it's correct or not)

BIG BIG PRAWN( BTW i don't like big prawn haha, 4/5)

4th dish - Steamed Fish( That sauce taste like Laksa, i expect it to be spicy but no,still good one tho. 4/5) *Taken in a wrong angle -.- 

Last one - Deep Fried Kangkung with Special homemade sauce(Special yet tasty! 4.5/5)
Great dinner with great dishes and great people :)

Some information for you, don't expect any socket slot at Kelantan's McDonald's.. HAHAHA!
#YOLO Empty street 

His name is Tommy, got a same first name like mine. Great lad.
I know someone is going Kelantan too, maybe this is the reason why i choose to follow my friend and his family. I leave my footprint at Kelantan first :) I went to some place to find something related to that someone too. #KIAMOTOR

Today's thought - Good things always goes to the person that has patience to wait for it.
IMY, Badly..Madly...

BTW 七夕情人节快乐, Happy Chinese Valentine's Day to everyone and you.

TO BE CONTINUED...........

Wednesday, 10 October 2012


是习惯也是爱... I miss her.. god please help me to tell her that i really miss her..